Microsoft Stabber Joseph Cantrell Boasts of Nazi Lineage and Made Disturbing Video Games.
The news reports that Microsoft employee Joseph Cantrell attacked and stabbed another Microsoft employee, whom he did not know, while they were walking off the campus from work.
I did a little more digging.
On Cantrell’s personal Web site, he has a very long “about” page, which includes this nugget.
“My evolved cells, their DNA, and everything else in my body have their roots in my family. To get here, my grandmother, Paula Josefa Cantrell (1922-2003), emigrated from Germany to the U.S.A. during Adolf Hitler’s bolstering of Nazi Germany in the 1930’s.”
-Joseph Cantrell, Microsoft Stabber
If bragging about Nazi lineage just ain’t doin’ it for ya, he has a list of video games where you win points by killing Jesus Christ, the Prophet Muhammad, and anyone you give it a picture of. Available in 2d and 3d.
His projects include something called an “Anne Frank Simulator”.
His favorite shows include “Death Note”, where beings from another dimension, called Shinigami, have special books where they write in human names, and then basically that person drops dead and the victim transfers their remaining life to these things. In the series, they occasionally drop these “death notes” into the human world, where people pick them up and start writing names. Anyone they don’t like basically dies of any cause they write down. So for example, you can become a serial killer and take control of your victim and force them to do something extremely gruesome to end their life.
Alone, is this proof he’s a nut? Not really, but taken as a whole some of this could go along with that.
My impression from his “about me” page is that the guy is just kind of a loser who wanted to overcompensate by boasting about himself in weird ways. There’s no telling what set him off until and unless he decides to talk to the cops.
I wasn’t able to find much about his work at Microsoft except a GitHub (Microsoft) repository with some things about Azure.
The only commit I found was about adding some Oxford commas to some documents.
“I came here to add commas and stab people, and I’m all out of commas.”
Microsoft gets a disturbing number of stabbers, rapists, stranglers, and other assorted crazy people.
You’d seriously think that the hiring managers could open Google and find out that they’re dealing with a crazy person though, which about, oh, two or three minutes looking at his blog would have done.
Apparently, the victim’s Apple Watch alerted his wife there was something wrong.
“Alert! Your husband is being stabbed by a Microsoft employee!”
I have also located a confession that Cantrell put on his own site detailing illegal drug use.
(It’s under “secret-journal-wall-trump-card-v2” in the file “Joseph Cantrell-alias.txt”.)
Note the following,
This was originally a document detailing my drug use and my thoughts on or during their effects like the dream journal my mom bought me when I was a kid. However, it is now my overall life journal and literary practice. It should be freely and posthumously published to help humanity or whatever. I'm sure it will help someone in the future given the challenges I've faced with abnormal genetics of decelerating neuron firing rates. Also, it's a good deterrent. I'm deep undercover with Luzianne sweet tea.
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Most Intense Experience: LSD + MDA + 3-MeO-PCP + Cannabis (potentially fatal combination) Best Experience: LSD + 3-MeO-PCP + Cannabis Drug Utility Shortlist: Amphetamine sulphate: Intelligence training, motivation, long term life enhancement Marijuana: Malleable short term life enhancement, natural medicine 3-MeO-PCP: Amphetamine addiction and withdrawal, creativity, motivation, depression MDMA: Amphetamine withdrawal (sparingly) Psychedelics: Appreciation LSD: Weightlifting DMT: Weightlifting, back pain, natural medicine Dissociatives: Reflection, habit based depression
Drugs I've used to get high: Amphetamine Sulphate Caffeine Marijuana Alcohol LSD 25I-NBOMe Methylphenidate LSA Mushrooms Nitrous Oxide Dextromethorphan Cocaine MDMA 2C-B DOM Diphenhydramine Kratom DMT Methoxetamine 2C-T-2 2C-E 5-MeO-MiPT Ketamine S+ & -Racemic Codeine & Promethazine MDA DOC 25B-NBOH Salvia Divinorum 25I-NBOH 3-MeO-PCP Alprazolam Heroin 4-MeO-PCP DCK O-PCE/2-OxO-PCE 3-MeO-PCE DOB 25E-NBOH 3-HO-PCP 3-HO-PCE Flunitrazolam 2F-DCK 4-HO-MET Mescaline 5-MeO-DMT TMA-2 ETH-LAD 2C-C PCP Methamphetamine 2-FMA 4-HO-MiPT 4-AcO-DMT 3-Fl-PCP
Now with that very same list, I'll divulge my thoughts on those drugs. A ++ denotes I would use it again while a -- means it is a castaway. Amphetamine Sulphate ++ This is the gold standard and my ticket to life with Neural Deceleration Disorder. It trains me to be intelligent, motivated, happy, and caring. It acts through releasing NE and DA, but it also has other actions unbeknownst to me. I am most addicted to this drug, and it will always be that way until I die. It causes massive oscillations in the neurons of my body to the point I can hallucinate toward a ketamine-like hole of white light and 3-MeO-PCP-like hallucinations of rainbow women. It enhances my holistic comprehension, calculation speed, working memory, short term memory, and long term memory. It enhances adrenaline reserves when appropriate, and adrenaline is more easily triggered for release, even by withdrawal alone. Levoamphetamine mostly trains those things related to NE and makes me hungry and cold. I can sleep on levoamphetamine even with large amounts of dextroamphetamine as long as the ratio is sufficient. Somehow levoamphetamine trains a moral tending to the call of duty. It fosters integrity. Dextroamphetamine trains my DA related motivation and reward and makes me hot, keeps me awake, and mitigates my hunger. These two atomic arrangements work together to keep me holistically capable. This is the only way I know to increase intelligence, and it would be sufficient to transform a C student to a P.h.D. graduate. This should have the ability to train away fear, at least if used in childhood for six years. Caffeine ++ This is the standard work drug, and it works well so long as I am not oscillating too much from amphetamine. Caffeine boosts my enjoyment of lifting weights, and I consume it in the form of Luzianne sweet tea and flavored preworkout. Marijuana ++ Weed is great for amplifying another drug's effects. It can put me to work or put me to bed and is good in almost every situation except lifting weights. Marijuana puts me to work so long as I am in the presence or afterglow of amphetamine. Weed will likely put motivated people to work and put demotivated people to rest just as it does me in the vicinity of my amphetamine dependence. Alcohol -- I've given up alcohol for good because it has awful hangovers with headaches, body aches, brain fog, and puking. It is extremely addictive given that it is very frequently consumed in small quantities. It contributes to cancer like that which killed my mother. It is worth trying a couple times to experience GABA agonism. LSD ++ This drug is a great way to enjoy the company of one's own thoughts and visualize oneself. LSD almost doubles the acquisition of muscular strength from lifting weights. I've used LSD daily with no ill effects to achieve that growth. LSD makes me see beautiful caricatures of rainbow women and even a white light and full body orgasm at high doses. No overdosing makes this one of the best psychedelics. Like most psychedelics, no hangover and addictive qualities make this an ideal choice. 25I-NBOMe ++ This drug is like LSD but is more precise in the serotonin receptors it targets, namely 5HT-2A. This drug morphs the color black more than other psychedelics. It numbs the tongue and must be dissolved under the tongue. It is stimulating and gives me the giggles quite easily. With a high enough dose or combined with enough weed, it can lead to blacked out cackling. Methylphenidate -- A DAT and NET inhibitor, this drug is often used as an NDD medication, but it has been disavowed by me by making my NDD worse in time of crisis in late 2017. It doesn't foster any sort of responsibility like amphetamine and is similar to cocaine in the selfishness it induces, so this drug is noted as being inappropriate for children among those educated about it. LSA ++ This is a naturally occurring drug similar to LSD but producing more sedation. Food tastes very good. Natural sources cause intense puking, but the short nausea is worth the dreamy lethargy it induces. Mushrooms -- Mushrooms have more morphing visuals than LSD a stronger mental danger at high doses. I suspect I dislike mushrooms because of some dopamine activity that isn't compatible with my NDD much like DAT inhibitors. Nitrous Oxide ++ NO2 has very heavy NMDA antagonism and is purported to have mild opiate and benzo effects. I can't confirm those latter two statements, but the rapidity of effects' dissipation lends itself to a greater addiction than other drugs. This is the most addictive dissociative I have used, but given the lack of negative effects in moderation, I would do it again. One would need to ingest hundreds of eight gram cartridges every day for negative effects to quickly manifest. Dextromethorphan ++ DXM needs weed to feel good. Otherwise there is too much nausea. This has the greatest chance of inducing double vision visuals while also having the most complex closed eye visuals of any dissociative. Massive planetary landscapes and castles can be imagined. Cocaine -- This DAT and NET inhibitor drug is evil in the selfish, talkative nature it induces. Constricted blood vessels and a hangover is present the next day unlike methylphenidate which suggests additional activity. Fascinations with evil plotting, lying, betrayal, gloating, cameras, attention seeking, disregard, and sadism are present. Clapping and running are stimulated behaviors. I read in the media that sadism enhances sexual gratification with partners later in the day, but I can't verify that being a major drawing point. They call that charging or hooking. MDMA ++ This drug makes me feel very happy since it is very similar to my medication, amphetamine. It's a great substitute to alleviate amphetamine withdrawal, and given my negative experiences with trying things like MDA, it is dangerous to try anything else for amphetamine withdrawal. It is very far reaching and has no noticeable hangover if used in moderation. Despite common usage for group settings, I love to use this drug to examine myself. However, because I had a bad reaction to amphetamine withdrawal in combination with MDA, becoming addicted to MDMA which metabolizes to MDA could become just as disastrous. This drug is not something to use as often as I have in the past. 2C-B ++ This drug produces morphing visuals more than LSD and also has more intense bodily feelings except in high doses where LSD is more intense in just about every way. Low headspace compared to LSD. DOM ++ DOM is more stimulating and visually active than LSD and produces much more detailed hallucinations for way longer. I've never seen a white light of serotonin saturation like with LSD and won't because of the overdose potential. Vasoconstriction is prominent, so a little weed is necessary to combat that. With 10 mg, the feeling of a pinball moving back and forth in the brain is present. Diphenhydramine -- DPH creates three dimensional visuals that are imperceptible from reality. It can also create very realistic 2D textures on surfaces like TV's, ceilings, and pillows. DPH can also cause a dream like state that is indistinguishable from reality. It is worthless for recreation unless used with DXM and weed. Kratom -- A mild natural opiate plant, this produces more nausea than the negligible opiate high of contentment. DMT ++ Vaporized, natural, tree formed DMT rapidly produces strong rainbow visuals of humanoids, typically women, and even a white light of serotonin saturation. It also has a full body orgasm. It shares all of these qualities with high doses of LSD but these qualities are more reproducible. Like LSD, DMT also helps muscle growth. Methoxetamine ++ MXE is a very fiendish dissociative that in moderate doses even helps with weightlifting throughput. Walking is more difficult with MXE than other dissociatives but not impossible. Rainbow visuals are very prominent and a white glow in a black void is present in the high dose hole. 2C-T-2 ++ 2C-T-2 has strong scenery drifting visuals and is clearheaded enough to stimulate writing. 2C-E ++ 2C-E has a very strong buzzing sensation across the body like pins and needles pricking the skin. With low headspace, introspection is a theme. Morphing visuals are more prominent than other psychedelics, and I could reliably see rainbow dragons forming from the trees. 5-MeO-MiPT ++ Moxxy is clearheaded and produces rainbow dragon visuals in high doses of 20 mg. Ketamine S+ & -Racemic ++ The surgical dissociative, the hole begins with the body vibrating like rustling bushes and even a sound of rustling bushes. This is followed by swirling of the room, massive rainbow objects in a black void, sensations of time oscillating, and white "ghosts" in a black void. It is exclusively an NMDA inhibitor. Codeine & Promethazine -- This drug combination produces a state of a stupefied bliss although I only tried it once with blue vodka. MDA ++ This is the best drug I've tried for sex and masturbation. Despite being dangerous for abstinent amphetamine withdrawal, this is my second favorite neurotransmitter releasing drug. This drug is a natural metabolite of MDMA, and for recreation I think it is superior to MDMA. DOC -- This drug produces visuals for the longest of any psychedelic I've tried. The visuals slightly more detailed than LSD but not as detailed as DOM. I had a strange smell like burnt plastic for the peak of my experiences. I woke up feeling fine despite having a trip of 36 hours. 25B-NBOH -- This drug is like 25I-NBOMe but with too much vasoconstriction throughout the experience. Salvia Divinorum -- Unnatural feelings of discomfort and repeating patterns captivating one's vision are present. 25I-NBOH ++ This drug is just like 25I-NBOMe. It doesn't elicit feelings of happiness that are as strong. 3-MeO-PCP ++ This is the best dissociative ever since it is functional and inspiring at low doses and catatonic at high doses. It is more of a PCP2 inhibitor than NMDA but possesses a good stimulation. This is one of the best ways to mitigate amphetamine addiction, get stuff done, and have fun. This drug inhibits PCP2 more than any other dissociative and thus rainbow faces are a common theme. This drug is a better depression medication than ketamine since it is very naturally motivating for day to day tasks like weight lifting. 3-MeO-PCP enhances weightlifting output and has no effect on muscle growth. This drug still leaves one alert enough to trigger life saving, slow motion adrenaline release. It goes great with all Alprazolam -- Xanax is a lot like alcohol and has the propensity to induce a dangerous feeling hangover with sharp pains in the head. Blackouts are much more dangerous as the user's body is not as inhibited as alcohol. It has zero positive effects to note unlike most other drugs on this list. It is not very euphoric, but I suspect feelings of relief and satiation can be found once one is addicted. Trying alcohol a few times makes trying other benzos obsolete. Heroin -- Opiates produce contented feelings and even a drift toward a rainbow mist. It causes vomiting even after passing out just like alcohol. It also causes constipation and a host of other side effects just from that. The itchy, heaving hangover induced is not worth the trouble. I would have been better off lifting weights until I could deadlift heavy enough to truly experience the MOR receptor. 4-MeO-PCP -- I suspect I tried this drug by mistake. It prolongs masturbation and allows for multiple ejaculations. DCK -- This disso readily induces rainbow visuals and has a distinct stutter as a short term hangover effect. O-PCE/2-OxO-PCE -- This is the hardest disso to walk on, and it also is prone to blackouts. It has an uncomfortable, strong stimulation of unknown mechanisms. 3-MeO-PCE -- This disso is stimulating like 3-MeO-PCP and then sedating to the point of sleep. It has more rainbow visuals than 3-MeO-PCP and low doses. High doses can cause a ringing in the ears and an unpleasant feeling of being overwhelmed. DOB -- DOB is a long lasting, very stimulating, and vasoconstriction prone drug with visuals that aren't as intense or interesting as DOM and DOC. 25E-NBOH ++ This is the most easy going NBOx drug and is more like LSD in terms of visuals and bodily feelings. Combined with 3-HO-PCE, conscious slow motion is reproducible without using any adrenaline. 3-HO-PCP ++ This drug produces the strongest bodily vibrations of any dissociatives including NO2. It also produces more replicated rainbow visuals than any other. This has the best bodily feeling of any dissociative drug and is up there with DMT. 3-HO-PCE -- This drug inhibits PCP2 more than NMDA but is not stimulating like 3-MeO-PCP. Rainbow faces are present but so is boredom. Weed is a must. Flunitrazolam -- This drug is like alcohol and results in lying down and sleep. 2F-DCK -- 2F-DCK is like ketamine but doesn't elicit very much elation. 4-HO-MET -- This is a stimulating psychedelic that is alleged to have NET properties which results in withdrawal with burning insides and a hateful disposition. It doesn't appear to have any TAAR-1 activity like amphetamine, but I don't know much about that receptor anyway. Humanoid rainbow entities are often present like with DMT. Mescaline -- Mescaline induces so much nausea compared to the visuals, and it doesn't produce much euphoria. I ate a purified extract from the cactus, and I think the point of a cactus evolving needles and chemicals like mescaline is to keep animals away. Other plants with things like DMT and LSA are flowers and trees which haven't evolved to ward away people quite as much. 5-MeO-DMT ++ This natural toad excretion produces the feeling of levity in addition to unique psychedelic visuals. It's not as comfortable as DMT. I suspect impurities like excess plant or toad materials contribute to that. TMA-2 -- This drug produces stimulation, nausea, and vasoconstriction with barely any visuals and long lasting after effects of those three effects. ETH-LAD ++ ETH-LAD results in strong euphoria and visuals with a brief spout of nausea on the comeup. Visuals are detailed and rounded like serpentine dragons. 2C-C ++ 2C-C produces strong, detailed visuals and stimulation. Visuals have sharp corners like knives. PCP -- The first synthetic dissociative, classic PCP produces antagonistic feelings, stimulation, and decent dissociative visuals. It is the infamous target of the PCP2 receptor. It also causes extreme hunger at the beginning, shitting in the middle, and sleep after a few hours. It also causes strong ejaculations that could hit me in the eye if I was standing up. It promotes simple but not complex musical and poetic creativity. There's something more sinister about this than meets the eye, but I can't place it any more than I can place the compulsions to eat and take a shit. There is truth to the manic, antagonistic behavior, but I don't know what causes that either. Unknown mechanisms like that have the potential to kill me if used while in amphetamine withdrawal. I've read rumors in various works of art that this is how my NDD predecessor died. Methamphetamine -- This drug feels like a dirty poison flowing through one's veins like alcohol's bodily feelings. I don't know what isomers I tried. It burns like an NET inhibitor and given enough, excessive dopamine output produces destructive cholinergic hallucinations like DPH. That delirium has great potential for a CIA truth serum. It appears to lack an inhibiting function on its dopamine output, leading to wild ideas, spontaneous actions, and the infamous twitch. It is pure evil and will melt not only the human brain but its face. It will teach humanity the qualities of a faggot, both inside and out. Signs, symbols, and ambiguity are nonstop here, and it shows in various media. It is not comparable to amphetamine and is not a viable substitute. Detrimental neural and other bodily changes are permanent, shown by the faces of meth photos online. Similar to cocaine, the roads here all lead to the dominion of Adolf Hitler, his wife, and his Nazi regime of no remorse. 2-FMA ++ 2-FMA is a stimulating drug that is purported to release dopamine and norepinephrine. It doesn't induce hunger like levoamphetamine, and thus I am reluctant to try it and anything else as an NDD alternative medicine. I assume it would produce the same disastrous results as MDA if used to offset acute amphetamine withdrawal. After a week, I felt strapped to my chair and glued to my artistic endeavors. I also started watching TV all day while I worked on For My Aspect. After I ran out, I kept being entertained by the TV. 4-HO-MiPT ++ This psychedelic induces a mild hunger. I ate fried chicken from Publix about every day I used this. Otherwise, it is like LSD but with less nausea and less headspace. 4-AcO-DMT -- This drug is purported to metabolize to 4-HO-DMT, the active ingredient in mushrooms also called psilocin. I can't be sure of that, but it made it difficult to get comfortable in my bed and made the temperature changes feel very drastic. 3-Fl-PCP ++ This drug makes me hungry. It feels like the amphetamine hunger mechanism (calcium channel?) and norepinephrine release. That's only two of many mechanisms of my disorder dependent on amphetamine It has light visuals except in high doses, and it has some visual qualities that appear to be in common with DXM. -Joseph Cantrell, Microsoft Stabber
As you can see, this shows an extremely poor lack of judgment on the part of the Microsoft hiring managers. This is all out where I found it in under 10 minutes.
It goes on at some length, including how much he enjoyed trick-or-treating dressed up as Adolf Hitler and his penchant for “Software Piracy” including some specific admissions, which is something that Microsoft actually always is going on and on about.
There’s honestly so much more here I can’t even sit and read it. He goes into a detailed description of basically dates and times he used all of the listed illegal drugs and what effects they had on him. It started around 2015 and clear through February 23rd, 2023 (4 days before the knife attack), at least.
Some excerpts approaching (week leading to) the attack, (the only thing I changed was adding some stars to the N word and some bold for effect):
February 14, 2023: 7:24 a.m. - I got up to listen to music at 7:09 a.m. this morning, whereas I usually wait until about 7:30 or 7:40 lately. I used to wait and sleep in until about 8:30 starting in October when I started using amphetamine again. Bright rainbow faces are curling up everywhere and shimmering almost my entire visual field in a way that's impossible to ignore at times, but they aren't very detailed. NMDA lattices are also mucked among them. I'm in a very disordered state. Two nights ago, I took 40 mg 3-Fl-PCP instead of my usual 24 mg. That affected my neurons' oscillations. 8:53 a.m. - The N****rberg Trials, reminiscent of the Nuremburg Trials, are set to begin soon. 9:11 a.m. - I looked back and realize the last time I saw the woman Taylor was February 16, 2021. I was thinking it was February 15. It must have symbolic significance to the people who know about my situation, just as my doctor's appointment today. In light of all the lies and evil I've documented these past 6.5 years, a safe America will likely cease to exist within ten years just as it did in Nazi Germany.
February 15, 2023: 10:05 a.m. - My cousin called me an asshole. All he ever writes me back is "WTF!" I'm sure the U.S. military government pumped him full of methamphetamine and told him to keep quiet. He called me an asshole, analogous to amphetamine hole, which is characteristic of my birth disorder and the neural and visual holes in response to amphetamine treatment. That "asshole" terminology is explained better in Scarface and the more obviously military movie, Idiocracy, and it's own movie called Ass. Teja used to say that word with her condescending, gleeful smile. I think I know what she meant now. Maybe she was some kind of shitty military wife or gang leader. Whatever she is, she's a fucking retard who was retarding me the whole time I was trying to medicate and work. This is fucked. My mom said she cooked while my aunt liked to clean, and I'm sure somehow she meant meth was a part of that. She also said Jonathon burned trash cans and went to boot camp for it, and I'm sure she meant meth. My family is compromised, and I can't count on them to help me. They're basically Nazis. The Nazis had families who helped them. Hitler had a wife. I'm playing Metro Last Light again. 2033 looks to be a hellish warzone in the United States. I suppose China has it easy with their wiggers being a small percentage of their rather homogeneous population. Across America, people are chanting the wigger songs and hoisting the wigger banner. 12:12 p.m. - Hayden decided to text me yesterday at like 6 p.m. on Valentine's Day with like 500 words that make it seem like momma was right that Vickie's side of the family can't be trusted. He's being creepy on purpose, and he probably knows all about my situation. His stepfather is in some biker gang, the very people holding me back right now. She accused Vickie of stealing from my grandmother. I think they might be raised to lie and cheat. Well, military guy Jonathon clearly puts his government and gang friends over his cousin and aunt Patricia, and so does his whole side of the family, so fuck it. My mother was the only person in the whole world on whom I could truly rely. She'd be storming her own blitzkrieg right from her Facebook to the door. Fuck the whole thing. 5:18 p.m. - My temples are burning again, with the left burning much more than the right.
February 16, 2023: 9:47 a.m. - I've finally started playing video games again since my hiatus back in December. 4:32 p.m. - I can smell things again, and I'm seeing simple rainbow faces. I could swear I'm starting to see gold spots, but it's hard to tell. I'm sure I'll know it when I see it kind of thing. I'm sure I'll grow into it. 10:27 p.m. - I just kept repeating to myself while watching Jason VI, "There's wiggers in the trees!" I didn't pluralize "There's" in combination with "wiggers". There are wiggers in Georgia Tech, wiggers at Microsoft, wiggers in Paris, wiggers in computers, and soon to be more wiggers in space.
February 17, 2023: 12:42 p.m. - My lips and mouth are flooding with moisture which then retreats in a cycle. I suspect it has something to do with this undefined calcium channel and the oscillating hunger in my stomach.
February 18, 2023: 5:20 p.m. - I took only 22 mg of amphetamine at 3 p.m. Rainbow faces and crimson slash marks littered my vision which started to distort objects as well. They're forming large shapes too that start to resemble rainbow, smooth, simple humanoid shapes. <Retrospective> 2/21/23: 9:33 a.m. - That day as noted, I saw a rainbow, humanoid, rainbow silhouette kneeling and facing me with its head pointed down to the ground.
February 19, 2023: 7:54 a.m. - Fuck the wigger nation. They're telling me my illness is wigger itch, jock itch, or some other bullshit.
February 20, 2023: 4:32 p.m. - Joe Biden visits Ukraine on President's Day while I continue to bide their bullshit inherited from the bullshit dynasty. Nobody knows a lot of the truths I've written here. The U.S. government gives gang members, other governments, and their respective gang members free reign to utilize this knowledge against the people of the United States, especially me. This is evidenced by all the people from all over the world who have visited me to fuck me over. These are people like the nice, affluent Chinese Vi Nguyen who knew of my necessity related to the calcium channel hunger based neural mechanism, Teja from India, Anna from Turkey, and Abhinav from India. These people are given free reign to surround and destroy the lives of people in the United States. Teja had a green card. She certainly didn't deserve that. I would rescind it from her if I had the power. I would ship her nonstop shit talking, terrorist ass back to fucking India. 5:44 p.m. - When I roar like a lion and shake my head by doing so, my vision simplifies into circles and squares like a lack of NMDA neural signal transmission. This isn't something new I've noticed, but it's the first time I've written it down. 1:19 a.m. - I have never been more justifiably paranoid in my life. After everything I've written here describing my history, where do I go to stop people from hurting me?
February 21, 2023: 9:24 a.m. - I refuse to be a part of the United States' officially declared Great Leap Backward. It was declared in wigger doublethink, but "It is what it is." according to President Joe Biden. They just keep reversing their truck with NDRI drugs, with meth being the worst offender of the bunch. It's insane the government so defiantly pushes drugs like methylphenidate on children while also denying people the knowledge to truly help themselves become smarter with amphetamine sulphate. 5:58 p.m. - Crimson slashes are forming in my vision as the dextroamphetamine is finally mostly metabolized from my body. 9:48 p.m. - Given the secrets the U.S. government uses against people, the U.S. government is the biggest sponsor of terrorism in the world. This is written in the history of my diary. The U.S. government refuses to teach people, and it's committed to hurting them by pushing secret sadist drugs through its various gangs and puppet governments it set up: opioids and Taliban Afghanistan, cocaine and Latin America, meth and the Philippines, etc. These are the same abusive drugs they push through the pharmaceutical and hospital industry: codeine, methylphenidate, and Vyvanse. Hitler also hypocritically condemned recreational drugs while he, his government, and his troops used them. I've heard rumors that military adolescents will get into meth early on, and they will attract teenage girls into their cult of meth. I've heard those rumors through people like David Toelle and Austin Pritchett from Columbus High School, next to Fort Benning. That's just like military Hitler youth. I think that's fucked up. I wish there was a way to stop that. Clearly meth doesn't foster a good enough sense of responsibility, else the literature would be less scarce. It must be abolished by providing better drug education and better substitutes.
February 22, 2023: 3:34 p.m. - Behind my right eye has hurt a lot for the past ten minutes. I stayed up late again yesterday. I'll have to check my consumption of 3-Fl-PCP. It looks like I'll have to burst fire this drug over a month or so. On a side note, I heard a helicopter sound in my TV a few days ago, and Howshe mentioned I had a new TV when I saw him at work. Perhaps my TV really does have a speaker trying to manipulate me. I love Patricia Cantrell, Bruce Denham, Breezy, ESi, and Taylor forever. I pray to live in peace. I wish I had impregnated ESi or Taylor, gotten my act together, settled down in a house, and lived in peace making art. However, my history sucks. Even though I don't believe in God, I hope and pray everyone does better for each other. I'd go to church with those pretty latina girls if they wanted; I'd do just about anything for them to live in peace. 4:23 p.m. - I'm coughing up some phlegm. It snowed today too! I'm watching Look Who's Back again. I've been marathoning it for a bit. It's the only good German movie of which I know. 4:37 p.m. - I just coughed up a huge glob of phlegm I had to throw up. It was sticky and like 5 inches in diameter. -Joseph Cantrell, Microsoft Stabber
This guy should have been committed, involuntarily, and never allowed out.
I think if he gets an attorney, he should submit all of this to the court in the stabbing case and plead Insanity.
They’ll probably put him in a strait jacket and give him some major antipsychotics if they get ahold of this, but that’s what needs to be done. It needed to be done over 10 years ago if anyone was paying attention, but Microsoft hired him.
How is a person who even writes things like this not setting off alarms just being in the same room as the hiring manager?
MinceR in #Techrights IRC suggested that maybe Microsoft was using their shitty Bing engine.
I found all of this on Google, but Bing didn’t return anything about him except the attempted murder stories in the news.
I couldn’t figure out the race of his victim.
Reading through his texts where he’s obviously falling apart and using lots of drugs, it becomes obvious that this guy is right-wing, possibly a Nazi, and that he has a serious grudge against Blacks and Indians, but sexually objectifies Latinas.
The sort of media he tends to consume and create along with his writing sort of shows a pattern forming of an increasingly generalized anger, which could indicate an unprovoked knifing, as it could simply go along with the decompensation. (But it’s also possible that he was so under the influence of drugs that he was hallucinating.)
If I had to guess, although this would be speculation, he sexually objectifies women in general, and complains that he doesn’t have a girlfriend or wife. He probably has unhealthy sexual obsessions which would lead to porn hoarding and further disconnect from reality. Incel? Possible repressed homosexuality?
In any event, he’s going to get a lot of psychiatric attention.
As usual, the government did nothing, Microsoft hired him, his university in Georgia did nothing even though people like this cannot function in public without severe tells.
The attention he needs comes too late for the victim. ⬆